هیشکی مثل تو
March 5th, 2011
Do you think it is possible? Do you think we can take it?
Love is what makes us wake up every day, in hope of a future. Love is what you sacrifice to see your mate happy. To love is to Share. To share your life… To share your might… To create a bond that no one can break apart. Love is what makes you wake up , and walk all day dreaming, hopelessly, towards something that you only hope to achieve. Love is buying all the hardships so your mate doesn’t have to be alone. Isn’t love really all about the amount you sacrifice to reach to an extent of being where you have nothing to loose? What is with people? Why can’t they stand to see two lovers enjoy the company of each other? Why do such people exist? Where is that immortal, just being who cares nothing about himself, who created this game? Where is the referee that is suppose to protect the players in the game ? Why does he let such people live? I have nothing to loose… Nothing to live for… Nothing to hope for… Nothing to held onto. Crying out loud, doesn’t get me anywhere, but a shut mouth will only increase my suffering? How many times do you really fall in love ? How many times will you find someone to stand by you? How many people would die to see you live? How many times do you get the temptation of breaking apart, to see your mate live in one piece? What do you do when your other half wants to break free? Will you let your mate’s other half take on the better half? Why do I have to choose? They say love is eternal… but is it ? I’m beginning to doubt its very existent. Why is that love hurts us? If love between mortal creatures doesn’t exist…. How can it exist in the eyes of an immortal? Why does love hurt so much? Why should I be a victim in the game that others played? Why should everyone hurt me like a pawn? Where is the queen that protects the king by taking the biggest and riskiest steps to the farthest point in the grid? Why does my queen stand on me instead of by me? What role does a king play rather than to live, to give hope, and to protect the game? What have I done to deserve this? Where has all the love gone? Who has taken my love, my place, and my better half ? They often say if there is a will, there is a way. So why eyes wide shut??
هیشکی مثل من … تو رو نفهمید
هیشکی مثل من …. تو رو نبخشید
هیشکی مثل من … تنهای تنها
هیشکی مثل تو … به من نخندید
مردی که عمرش ….. بی تو به سر شد
دیوونه بود و دیوونه تر شد
با اینکه عشقی … از تو نمیدید …
با سایه تو … مرد سفر شود
انگار نه انگار …. چشماتو بستی
انگار نا انگار … قلبی شکستی
انگار فقط من … دیوونه بودم …
خوش باشی هر جا …. با هر که هستی …
هیشکی مثل تو …. زیبا و ظالم
مثل تو مغرور … پیدا نمیشه
هیشکی مثل تو … با قلبه سنگش
پیشه یک عاشق…. رسوا نمیشه
انگار نا انگار … چشماتو بستی …
انگار نا انگار … قلبی شکستی
انگار فقط من … دیوونه بودم
خوش باشی هر جا … با هر که هستی
خوش باشی هر جا … با هر که هستی
I miss you
So close, but yet so distant. a call on the phone is sufficient enough for me nowadays.
18th day. From a point to another , but still long awaY
آخه دل من دل ساده ی من
Delbare man, too in rooza, ye zare bivafa shode
Hmm 9th day… i have nothing to write. Im neither in the mood to write anything nor having the power to write.
Studying for the first time